bbp

For the past two and a half months, i've been letting the bad in the world get me down. i've been having the hardest time trying to see the good in life. yes, one of the people i was closest to isn't here anymore, but i know he doesn't want me to be sad every day. i can't go through life letting the bad cloud over the good anymore. i'll be honest about what gave me the change in mood. i started seriously thinking about suicide. not because my Bug is dead, but because of the world pushing everything on me at once. when i realized what a turn my thoughts had taken, i made myself stop and think. yeah, the world is a Big-Bad-Place, but i have awesome friends that would give anything to see me happy again. I've lost a lot. But i've also gained a lot.